too much for my own good
Maybe I analyze religion, its beliefs and practices too much for my own good (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/06/nietzsche-vs-gott/). Maybe my faith is based on the philosophy and sociology of Christianity more than just what my grandmother taught me as a child (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/05/remembering-my-grandmother/). In the past almost two years that I’ve gone to church non-stop (08/2008 to now), I’ve been reading many more papers on Christianity much more than how much I used to (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2009/01/beginning-before-experiment-circa-2006/). It makes me wonder if I’m a “real” Christian or merely a reader of theology or simple fool lying to myself. Well only time would tell.