The Christian Noob (n00b)

born & raised Catholic, now going to a Presbyterian church & still learning

devotionals, pt. 2

I’d like to take the entries of this blog to something more than merely being wrapped around XML (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xml). I’d like to publish this whole lot, make a difference, convert someone, teach the Word of God and practically start a ministry. It’s such a big dream — perhaps bigger than all others I’ve had. If we’re all ministers of faith, that means that I might be half-way there, but I doubt it.

Does anyone read this blog aside from a handful of my friends at times? I haven’t paid attention at the statistics or logs of this blog. I’m afraid to see that no one comes about.

Is this making anyone think? Can these words I write (type) bring anyone closer to God? I truly hope so.

Am I pure in heart and soul to teach and preach to others? No, I’m not. I’ve got much to learn about being some sort role model. Of course, this would mean rebuilding my whole life from its foundations, but it can be hard (not impossible) to let go of one’s wrongly adopted survival instincts (anger, anxiety, lack of trust, etc). Said the latter, I don’t consider myself a nice person at times although I want to be. For the time being, I can only advise those who now face the demons (suicide, self hurt, alcohol to cope with life, etc) that I’ve faced. Once again, answering my previous two questions, I hope I can help anyone with my experiences, sins and pains even if this is no devotional (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/07/devotionals-our-father-which-art-in/) or collection of.

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