wasted & godless, vices vs faith
During high school I drank every weekend (Friday night to Sunday morning; at times from Thursday night). Back then I was wasted and godless. Anyway I quit heavy drinking during my first or second year of college.
Vices are hard to quit regardless how much faith one might truly have (not say or think to have). Said this, I admit to have various vices — no smoking, no drinking any more and never drugs — that don’t go away or that I rather haven’t had the will to purge off my system.
I guess I’m no better than other Christian hypocrites, who are only “religious” on Sunday mornings. Hence I’m a sham. Now the question is if I’ll always be sham. I’m working hard not to be a farce.