I’ve been reading what it means to be an ordained minister and also about the various differences between Christian denominations and in some cases other religious systems all together (traditions, rites, ideologies, etc; for example, http://www.ulc.org/training-education/6-baptism/72-baptism-overview). From all the religious material that I’ve read in the past decade or so, coming to a non-denominational church website has helped me most to understand the different ideologies in Christianity.
What does this all mean in my twisted mind? Am I becoming a better person, a better Christian or a “real” ordained minister? Does all this mean that I betrayed the church I go to? Am I still Catholic? Did I become Presbyterian? Did I join the Universal Life Church unknowingly?
I don’t bloody know and I’m so bloody confused right now with my beliefs (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/09/more-confused-than-usual-minister/)!