my son’s first ever seizure, my son’s last hours?
I’m reminded over and over that my son might die from seizures (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/11/my-sons-first-ever-seizure/). I already saw him practically dead (motionless, unresponsive, unconscious, vegetative, etc) that night as I held him in my arms. I hate to think that my little boy could die (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/12/my-sons-first-ever-seizure-247/) — worse off in such a painful manner. It hurts too much to even think about it and not knowing what I can do to help (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/12/my-sons-first-ever-seizure-eve-of/). Maybe I just have to take each day as if it was his last and make the best of it. Whatever the case, this desperation’s chocking the life out of me and destroying whatever’s left of my sanity.