rants: a changed man
Since I was fifteen, life’s been hard and many times I’ve been close to ending it all. I’ve had too many blows in my life leaving me deeply wounded and scared.
I’ve been through liver failure (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/11/cheating-death-on-borrowed-time/), days and nights of having nothing to eat and/or nowhere to sleep, seeing my children cheating death, almost two years of unemployment, dirt-poor, eviction, homelessness with my then two-year-old (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/07/broken-back-broken-hope-broken-faith-no/), medical conditions of this same child (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2010/06/my-sick-child/) and even my own mental disorders (https://christiannoob.wordpress.com/2009/02/medications-and-church/).
In all, life’s made me harsh, difficult, stubborn, bitter, resentful, careful (lack of trust), cynical, almost paranoid, psychotic, dangerous, suicidal, cruel, humble, even a better person at times and most importantly strong. I don’t wish my life to anyone.