The Christian Noob (n00b)

born & raised Catholic, now going to a Presbyterian church & still learning

lost child, lonely child

I hardly ever talk to others about my feelings. Years ago, I learned that people simply don’t care. I saw how the plaguing hypocrisy of others poisoned me to brink of suicide and has made me cynical since. Hence I don’t tell others how I feel other than my three sons. I only talk to them when or if they’re willing to listen.

This is why I write about my feelings and what makes me a writer wishing someone to stop for a split second to read my black-humor, satires and rants — not much to be enchanted, yet merely morbidly horrified, at times. As such, I’ll open up for a split second hoping to catch someone’s attention for this brief interruption within the fabric of space-time.

The most difficult cross I’ve ever had to bear has been seeing my second son sick and not being able to help him. I’ve lost my son to disease. Meanwhile, modern (western) medicine’s limited, but so-called experts continue to fall short in knowledge and their Hippocratic Oath rejecting to see my son. Maybe they’re afraid to admit their ignorance or brace their stupidity.

I drag a heavy cross, my second son tied to a cross he never had a chance to chose. Yet this is the cross I bear every day while social ignorance turns the blind eye. It only emphasizes my lack of trust and faith in humanity — a vile species that forever enjoys its false sense of reality.

Guu vian falsan senton de realeco dum gi dauras!

4 responses to “lost child, lonely child

  1. sacredstruggler 12/15/2012 at 19:58:20

    I’m sorry for your loss. Very sorry. I pray that you find peace, though it seems a small hope.

    • Frank "The Christian Noob" Olvera 12/15/2012 at 20:17:56

      Thank you for the kind words, […]. Just to make sure that there are no misunderstandings. My son’s been sick since he was little and we’ve been struggling for some magical cure. Unfortunately doctors are too ignorant and too snobbish to help.

      • sacredstruggler 12/15/2012 at 22:28:02

        I’m sorry again. I know fighting our medical system is quite difficult. Just out of curiosity have you sought out the help of non-doctors like vitamin specialists?

  2. sacredstruggler 12/15/2012 at 22:29:53

    On a side note, I have to ask how you knew my name. I’d like to not share it.

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I am not writing about what we know...I am writing about what we don't know.I am voice for voiceless and you help me to discover this crazy world together. BE INFORMED, NOT OPINIONATED !

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