Sunday Series: sabbatical, not so
I haven’t written anything in the past several days. One of the reasons was not having BlogDesk installed. The main reasons were lack of time (work, meetings, etc) and interest (not in the best mental state, no medication, worries up to the wazoo, as well as paying for my past sins every second of my life). Living with a chemical disorder in the brain and fighting off the demons in my head has become tiring. Paying for my sins as I take every breath of NYC polluted air has also old and it’s taken a huge toll on my mental health — not to mention the rest of my health.
Coming soon, we’ve got a four-hour (+/-4) procedure that my second boy’s got to go through two weeks from now, which my fucking union-sponsored health insurance refuses to pay.
The following week would Vacation Bible Study (VBS) for my youngest boy who practically knows nothing about God. The little booger’s practically an atheist (if not Pagan) although baptized several yeas ago.